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OK guys, I need you to help me.
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OK so I have to do portrait photography, and I'm not completely sure on a theme yet. I either want to explore disorders or disabilities or the relationships between people. But I'd like other ideas, so if you guys could just see this and give me an idea please I'd be grateful.
Ta xo
Ta xo
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Devious Journal Entry
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Anorexia
[x] You hate your body.
[x] You have starved yourself. (I'm trying not to anymore, because my other half is trying to help me)
[x] You have low self esteem. (I wouldn't say "low" exactly.. more like, it goes up and down from day to day
[] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
[x] You skip at least one meal a day.
[x] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion
Total: 6
ADHD
[] You are hyper most of the time.
[] You barely pay attention to anything.
[] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time.
[] You need attention 24/7.
[] You aren't very shy.
Total: 2
Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[] You are very irritable.
[x] You barely get any or no sleep. (I get sleep but it's only a few hours)
[] You have very high self esteem at times.
[x] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide. (Both. More than once and I've recently been feeling like that again though I probably won't as I would miss a few things)
[] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know. (Possibly my sister or my niece)
Total: 4
Bulimia Nervosa
[x] You've thrown up all your food at one time
[x] You thrown it up even when you don't feel sick.
[] You have little control over how you eat.
[] You use laxatives.
[x] You eat fast.
[x] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
Total: 4
Conduct Disorder
[] You are a bully.
[x] You threaten other people. (Only when they threaten my friends and others)
[] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (Only in self defence
[] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] You have raped/molested someone.
[] You destroy property on purpose.
[] You always lie.
[x] You've stayed out all night.
[x] You have/attempted to run away from home.
Total: 4
Depression
[x] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[x] You always, or normally, are crying.
[] You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] You are anti-social.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 7
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 5
Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[x] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[] You have an extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex.
[x] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total:5
0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems.
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist.
36+ WOW! YOU NEED SOME HELP, NOW
37... Brill
[x] You hate your body.
[x] You have starved yourself. (I'm trying not to anymore, because my other half is trying to help me)
[x] You have low self esteem. (I wouldn't say "low" exactly.. more like, it goes up and down from day to day
[] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
[x] You skip at least one meal a day.
[x] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion
Total: 6
ADHD
[] You are hyper most of the time.
[] You barely pay attention to anything.
[] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time.
[] You need attention 24/7.
[] You aren't very shy.
Total: 2
Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[] You are very irritable.
[x] You barely get any or no sleep. (I get sleep but it's only a few hours)
[] You have very high self esteem at times.
[x] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide. (Both. More than once and I've recently been feeling like that again though I probably won't as I would miss a few things)
[] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know. (Possibly my sister or my niece)
Total: 4
Bulimia Nervosa
[x] You've thrown up all your food at one time
[x] You thrown it up even when you don't feel sick.
[] You have little control over how you eat.
[] You use laxatives.
[x] You eat fast.
[x] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
Total: 4
Conduct Disorder
[] You are a bully.
[x] You threaten other people. (Only when they threaten my friends and others)
[] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (Only in self defence
[] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] You have raped/molested someone.
[] You destroy property on purpose.
[] You always lie.
[x] You've stayed out all night.
[x] You have/attempted to run away from home.
Total: 4
Depression
[x] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[x] You always, or normally, are crying.
[] You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] You are anti-social.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 7
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 5
Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[x] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[] You have an extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex.
[x] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total:5
0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems.
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist.
36+ WOW! YOU NEED SOME HELP, NOW
37... Brill
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Not really a fecking clue...
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Sooo, well I want to explain to someone how I feel. Yet I have no clue who the hell would understand. Or even believe. Wow I feel like a crazy writing out how she is crazy :L. But point is I'm not, just depressed. As in extremely. And I need someone to talk to, about what happened last night, but yet I have no clue why I should tell people about it. I just want someone to know what you're doing. How you're making me feel by doing all this shit to me over the years. You were once my best friend, now you've turned into a monster and I know I have to let that go and remember the good you have in you. And sometimes I mange it, but then everything comes back and, yes, I forgave you. But at the end of the day, I'd rather you have me than her.
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